your heart is not here

two dreams both with the same view, you and her exluding me. one on the very night that you ran into her; another the night after. another one just now, of me and you going to a secret zoo i had been shown by an old man, who told me not to show it to people i didn't trust. we walked through an empty creaky turnstile, no one in sight at the place that held beautiful rare extinct creatures in habitats equally rare, things that used to exist in dreams like unicorns, or other animals that existed until they were destroyed by humans. a dangerous zoo that had signs saying "please do not feed the animals with food that is from your world." You were amazed at first, then felt it unreal, looking for at least the usual animals, then you felt bored, wanted to exit this place but got lost in the labyrinth. so you didnt what you shouldnt have out of spite; fed an animal, just one and they all started dropping like flies.